Lost Pictures....

Yes, he made it home!

I had a few pictures on one camera, and had 86 on the other. I was downloading pics and all excited to catch up my blog, and write all about him coming home, how good he smelled, the whirlwind day, dogsitting, the winter campout, sledding, hearing from an area 70, a great Sunday, it's snowing again, sleeping dogs, napping dogs...

I was super excited... I got the pictures down loaded... I thought... they aren't there, they aren't on the camera... where are they????? I have looked everywhere, gone back over my steps.... they are all gone.... all 86 wonderful memories!

I am sick to my stomach!!!

I am crying, sad, mad at myself (because I realize what happened and I did it)... I am dreading telling my husband when he comes home for lunch. He already thinks I am "Drama Queen Central", and I have to pull it together before he gets home. He won't be mad, just disappointed about the lost pictures... but he REALLY won't get all these emotions pouring out of me... it sends him into a spin when I cry.

I will get over it, I will survive this, but I am so sick about it... I can't even blog now.

Let me go heal my heart... I will be back to blog, without pictures... somehow (It is better to do that, than to not remember all the memories at all right?...thats what I will tell myself).