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Thursday, March 24, 2011

Missionary Olympics...

Last night the youth group planned an activity together to learn some missionary skills.  Each group had a "senior mission leader" that helped to take them around to each station. And the teenager got to come be a senior mission leader.  He LOVES to come back to the youth group and play any chance he gets.

They learned to sew on a button.
Practiced up their shaving skills with razors on balloons... only a few fatalities in the process.
 The bicycle obstacle course...
 This was my group of missionaries!
 And they did some scripture chase...
 Fun activity, fun night... well as usual, 
it's all fun until someone gets hurt!
They ganged up on the teenager and slathered him with shaving cream! (well that's his story, I saw some youngin's with a mess of shaving cream in there hair too).  But better him than me :)
A good time was had by all!!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Good Mail...

Some good mail for Jacob today!
(it's not the mission call, he is still in application mode)
You can go read about it here...

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Ansel Jr.

The teenager had bought a camera to take on his mission, and got to practice with it in Montana.  Now he thinks he wants to be the next Ansel Adams with his ;pocket size point and shoot.  

I laugh and joke, but I am secretly sooo happy!!  

In the near future it means I might have a missionary that sends home pictures from his mission... I am guessing pictures will be priceless!!!  

And in the farther out future... 
well who wouldn't want to be Ansel Adams Mom!!!
 Big horned sheep... a once in a lifetime shot.  He was telling me about it and they were only about 30 yards away from this guy, both wishing they had their bows!!  I am so happy he had a camera :)
The Canyon
Table Rock
I keep calling this a dam... but they say it's NOT a dam, I forget what they call it??

Monday, March 21, 2011

Home Boys...

My boys are home!!
Can you tell there was lots of tail waggin' going on around here!!

 And lots of happy puppy hugs!!
 They called me ans said they were in Caldwell, but were going to stop and wash the truck.
Really?  I had been waiting all day to see them, and they had to wash the truck first???
 So then we had to wait for them to vacuum the truck out too... our patience was running thin.
But it is so good to have them back home again!!

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Sunday Silence...

There was a thoroughbred race horse named Sunday Silence... but that's not what this entry is about.  
It has been a strange Sunday for me.

I only cried a few times today about random things one would not normally find tear worthy.
The past month or so I have been pretty emotional, but not predictibly emotional, just emotional.  At weird times and in strange places, doing just about anything.  My "strong silent mysterious man" says I need to wear a sign of explanation around my neck so that people don't think he is beating me up at home.  I don't even know what I would put on such a sign?  



"My son is moving on and growing up (like he is supposed to) and I am THE MOM and didn't see it coming for 19 years (duh) and it's hitting me from out of the blue, Oh and.... my husband doesn't beat me.  But I am okay. .  Just pass me a tissue!"


So just to clarify, Jim isn't beating me.  It's just a weird place for me, I am excited and nervous for the adventures ahead for Jacob... and so, so, so proud of the man he is becoming!!  I am also excited and nervous about my job as a mother, that ever changes, that I will be the best Mom I can be and know what to say, and how to act, and how to love enough, but not smother him and let him grow (like he is supposed to... maybe if I say it enough?).
I am excited but kind of anxious about what life will be like in an empty nest.  No one should prepare for that... it is definitely a "wing it" transition in life.... preparing seems weird to me.

But I would not have it any other way, I really wouldn't!  I am sooooo happy Jacob has decided to serve God and devote his time to a mission for our church.  I feel soooo much love and have so many blessings, and I know they are from God!!  He truely knows me.  All the crying just makes me feel really selfish about all of that, but I can't seem to help it... I get touched in my heart, and well it's all over, there's tears everytime :)
   
Honestly, I never imagined this time would come in my life.  Since Jacob was very very little, I always thought something would happen to me or him that I would not get to see him grow up.  I know that sounds morbid, especially for a Mom.  And I tried not to live in fear all the time, but milestones that are just hard for some parents with teenagers were, at times, dehibilitating to me... like learning to drive, and graduation night.   But here we are, and I have loved our journey.

Today, I saw two little sisters sharing a roll of smarties... I cried thinking about Jacob sharing his smarties with his Dad.  For years they played a matching game that, of all the colored candy in the world, could only be played with smarties... and only with each other.  It was special to the two of them.  And since I am really missing them both... yes I cried over smarties at church today :)

And I really thought I would be off the hook when our lesson with the youth was about "Extended Family Relationships".... I thought yay! we won't be focused on anything that will make me cry talking about my family today... surely I can get through the extended family without bawling.  Until our dear sweet teacher asked the girls to share something from the lesson last week... "What kinds of activities do you do in your families that you really enjoy, or that you might really miss when you move out?"  

So immediately I was flooded with all the thoughts of things we do together as a family that we won't be able to do for two years while Jacob is gone, or that won't be the same without Jacob here.  Yes, I cried while the girls were sharing funny stories about competitive card games and fun HAPPY things they like to do with their families!  I felt like a huge loser!   It was a small group of girls so I was kind of obvious blubbering and sniffeling and didn't hide it well.... so I just explained, briefly and tried to hold it together until the end of church.

I was happy to be home safe in my quiet little home to wait out the rest of my time today.

The boys are on their way home :)  The reality of cooking dinner, dirty dishes, piles of drinking glasses, and a ton of laundry and smelly "boy" socks they will bring home with them is setting in.  But the reality of the hugs and happy fun loving laughter is coming back to my mind too!

Tomorrow is the teenagers physical with his doctor.  It should be the last step in completing the mission application paperwork.  Watch for more tears, I mean more updates, on that soon.

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